esok tahun baru.imbas kembali tahun 2011,apa yang bertambah? ilmu? iman? amal? atau makin berkurang? =.=

mati itu pasti.tapi aku selalu lupa.

2012.aku mohon ditetapkan hati ni.

nak buat list panjang-panjang utk 2012.harap semuanya dipermudahkan.Amin :)

maaf.tak pernah tenang rasa hati ni bila dah buat silap.

=/

ps; tak pernah rasa meyusahkan pun all this while.percayalah.

me love!

; taken from La Mer official website.

Eid Mubarak everyone! this year is the 4th time beraya di India.hehe semoga ibadah korban tahun ini diterima,Ameen :)

hahah.salikin i mcm obses dgn u pulak sebab semua gmba ada muka u.saje letak,birthday i dah nak dekat.hew hew hew :D janggut seciput u still bnyk tu jugak,tak bertambah pongggg.hahahah

Salam Aidiladha :)

Aidiladha 2009



Aidiladha 2010



Aidiladha 2011

i get bored so easily.i have hundreds of so-called hobby.how eh nak stick to one thing je.nasib baik it's not applicable to person in my surrounding.as for now lah kan.i still believed that changing partners frequently is not good.seriously.maybe takde jodoh,yes you get a point there.but still....? haha.sanggup kan nak start back the whole process of berkenalan.talking 'bout r/ship,i enjoy being in this comfy stage.mula2 agak susah la nak adapt.yela dah dulu kenal everyday u got a phone call dari si dia.ckp berjam-jam.he never missed to text u,bangun pagi,bfore tido,dalam kelas dpt msg,after dating hantar smpai depan pintu rumah (ni smpai sekarang la,and i kind of love it.mcm gentleman gteww.hihi :) )

in relationship,everyday is a learn.ni wa tak tipu punya.ni wa cakap dr experience wa sendiri beb.i never knew that i can be so sensitive during my pms.i never cry over a small thing until i know this guy.i never knew that i can be so jealous/possessive sometimes.i never predict that i can cook before i get married.i never get so worried when people get sick before....and the list goes on.this is who am i now.i do things that i never did before.people change,yes?no?

im not perfect and im not seeking for a perfect guy either.mcm org ckp,imperfection tu yang buatkan u perfect.heh? ntahla pape jela.haha a perfect person doesn't exist.come on la.everyone has their flaw kan.terima jelah seadanya kan senang.haha

kenapa malam2 buta cakap pasal relationship.haha kthxbye

ps; apologizing doesn't mean that u're wrong and the other person is right.it just mean that u value your r/ship more than your ego :)

nite ppl

urgh.i feel so bosan lately.why oh why.really need to find a new hobby =,=

When someone comes into your life,ALLAH sent them for a reason.Either to learn from them,or to be with them till the end of time.

wishlist :)

macam biasa lepas exam je mesti ada wishlist.hihi

tempting kan?? hihi kthxbye

random

bila nak dapat sungguh-sungguh.bila dah dapat tak reti nak hargai.clapclap.typical

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testing

ya Allah jauhkan aku dari perasaan benci membenci sesama manusia.jadikan aku manusia yang sabar :)

first tme blogging frm iphone.wiwit

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Sakit tekak & pening kepala.nice.terpaksa baring saje smbil baca 100 classical stories.dah seharian tido.esok kena pergi jogging.mesti.

selalu bila bukak blog rasa nak tulis something.bila nak start typing blurr terus.haiya.oh ye duit masuk lewat this month.rileks.baru sket je dugaan tu.tapi bila calculate balance yang tinggal,in 2 weeks time je aku dah pakai 13k.giloss.mane pergi semua duit simpanan ku.haiyakk (2nd time) maybe time exam ni banyak makan luar kot.tak masak.aiyoyoyo punah harapan nak ada ipad2 by november.kena extend lagi lew nampaknyeww. hew hew hew

Exam dah abes.yeay! Now dah boleh focus dengan miko & duit haha.Minta2 miko beranak dengan lancar and semua anak dia selamat :) Ameen.

Everyone is a genius.But if you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree,it will live its whole life believing that it's stupid

-A.Enstein-

Durga puja & Dussehra

2 down and 1 more to go.fuhh.the next paper will be on this friday.these were the most exceptionally rhendicorous exam i just sat in =,=

now baru nak realize yang kerjaya seorang doktor itu bukan mudah hueh hueh.like my friend said just right after opthal punya paper, ' abes sume patients aku blind today '.Hah,same goes to my patients =,=

lack of knwledge will lead you to misdiagnosed a case and subsequently wrong choice of treatment.just imagine kalau sekarang dalam clinics,and you have no idea on what to proceed.Ya Allah,sangat tak bersedia lagi nak jadi seorang doktor!

perlu berubah.lagi few months nak masuk final year and internship.gila! The consultants slalu cakap 'the eyes see only what mind knows' and yes,reading and enthusiasm are the key.

sedih nak tinggalkan India.siapa cakap India tak best? in some ways,India lah yang banyak membuka mata dan hati yang buta ni.cewaah buta.

oklah.need to go.tke care <3

ps; tomorrow ada durga puja celebration.it is mainly a celebration to worship their Hindu goddes, Durga.the day after,we have Dussehra festival.Dussehra is celebrated as it is believed that on this day,Lord Rama killed a demon king and rescued Sita.menarik!

What am i to you

Kenapa la suka fikir benda yang tak penting.nak reboot otak balik boleh tak =,=

13.11 For each one are successive [angels] before and behind him who protect him by the decree of Allah . Indeed, Allah will not change the condition of a people until they change what is in themselves. And when Allah intends for a people ill, there is no repelling it. And there is not for them besides Him any patron.

brief yet memorable.semoga dipanjangkan umur untuk berjumpa ramadhan & syawal tahun depan.

ps; bestnye tengok org dh ada anak.teringin to hv one.muahaha.

Going back in less than 2 weeks.whoaaa :D

Tak sabar nak makan lemangggg,ketupat,rendang,kuah kacang.hehe

ps; mybe i tried too hard

:'(

First day of Ramadhan dah diuji dengan mcm2 benda.Ya Allah,jadikanlah aku orang yang sabar =)

-hoping for a better Ramadhan this year.

Pic of the day-1

ps; 2007 in memory.Cuba teka siapa lelaki yang pakai baju sc.school tu HAHA

All time fav

ps; Ori.singer; Bryan Adams

Home delivery-part 2 :)

Hari ini saya dapat hadiah yang sangat bermakna...

Terima kasih kerana sentiasa ada di sisi.Nature manusia itu mudah lupa,tapi I sentiasa doa agar kita jadi lebih baik untuk hari-hari mendatang <3

(susah gila nak construct ayat dlm BM.pleasa jgn gelak kalau ayat atas tu terabur,tp mcm ye je =_=" haha)

loveu

A Video To Remember

ps; kelakar bila tgk balik.haha.friendshp remains :)

She needs

Im currently reading this one book and i found an interesting list of what women need.these are the common one;

She needs a man for romantic companionship

She needs a man to be faithful

She needs a man for simple companionship.she doesn't want to come home to a big,beautiful,empty house or apartment

She needs a man for a financial backup-someone who could support her if she couldn't work

She needs a man around because she feels safer-two people are twice as good as one

She needs to have a partner to share fun times with

She needs a partner to share with who cares about her well-being

She needs a partner who misses her when she is away

She needs a partner to help to raise the family if they have children

She needs a partner if she doesn't want to have children alone

She needs a partner to have a family

She needs a partner to sahre the responsibilities of caring for the nest

She needs a partner to fix things when they are break

She needs a partner's support to feel really great.

So woman,what say you?

gnitexx

Unchained melody

ps; classic

THE MOST UNPREPARED EXAM EVER.SORRY =_='

serangga dah jadi butterfly ke mati kena racun perosak?

ps; life is subject to change- commed

Fact1 # I still have the habit of closing my eyes really tight during shampoo-ing :)

HAHAH cuak exam!

camping ;)

Tengok cerita melayu pasal budak2 sekolah pegi camping.teringat camping masa sekolah.time form3 camping kat gunung jerai.time skolah kan suka buat kem motivasi pmr.haha time form 4 camping kadet polis.

first time belajar semua benda.pasang khemah.tido dalam khemah ramai2.nyamuk terbang2 gigit orang.masuk keluar hutan,panjat gunung,masuk gua,redah sungai and end up dengan kaki penuh dengan pacat.geli gilaaaaaaaa tp seronok :)

time masak ramai2 pakai benda instant yang mcm askar bwk masuk hutan tu.buat unggun api sendiri.mlm2 gilir2 tdo sebab takut khemah masuk haiwan liar ke manusia berniat jahat ke ape.sambil bjage ngn kawan,dengar cerita dorang pasal SA masing2 pastu dua2 terlelap sebab ngantuk sangat.so matlamat utama berjaga punah.

benda paling takut kalau gi camping yang jalan malam2 tu,pastu kena tinggal kat satu tempat sorang2 blind folded.pastu ade orang buat bunyi hantu la,nenek cari cucu lah.haish.jahat2.even dah besar gabak ni pun still takut.takyahla nak buat2.hoho

bila lah ade masa nak pergi camping lagi.sekarang pon dah busy.rindu.

ps; gmba gunung jerai 2004 ;')

Of surgery & OBG ;)

Laparoscopic appendicectomy & Tubectomy.2 procedures on 2 different people in 2 separate OT.

Laparoscopic procedure was not that easy.i always thought that they did a small incision and just put the tube in with a camera on it.today dah tau dah cmne hehe on the screen the appendix looks so big almost like a size of your palm.after it has been pull out,it was actually turn out to be a size of a thumb O_0

small structure but when inflammed,the pain was unbearable.

3 cardinal signs of appendicitis, 1) pain in the right iliac fossa 2) vomiting 3) fever.

I didn't watch tubectomy procedure as a whole.it was like so boring & the OT got no a/c.India sangat.but the procedure usually takes 30 minutes w/out any complications.

ok nak start study ;)

Alhamdulillah ;')

Jika anda gembira,ingat Allah.Jika anda sedih,ingat Allah.

ps; Perasaan adalah hamba yang sangat baik tapi tuan yang sangat buruk

:|]

http://www.iluvislam.com/tazkirah/remaja-a-cinta/2633-yang-lebih-indah-daripada-cinta.html

rehat2,pening kepala @.@

End posting exam ;')

Today is my last day in surgery department.sad yet relieved ^.^

relieved 'cause the exam is over and i managed to do better this time ;')

sad to leave the department and the consultants(ceh,mcm tak posting surgery lagi je next year.drama sket =_=')

us with the happy-go-lucky Shiny ;)

the tall handsome guy is Dr.Ajay.the girl's fav,i must say ;)

next posting is going to be OBG (obstetrics & gynaecology).Im hoping to see more normal vaginal delivery this time.hueh hueh

gotta sleep *yawn*

"You learn to love,not by finding a perfect person but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly"

iluvislam.com

first time baked lasagna & brownies ;')

Could someone drive me to Cameron Highlands please

serious rindu nak pergi sana T.T

maaf.

untuk you :)

penat...sangat

kemas rumah.lotsa dust,i've been sneezing like 100 times since morning.found my diary.eh diariES. i used to have more than 1 diary sebenarnya.little stories here and there.last time i wrote was last year.nampak sangat macam busy kan =p

it feels funny when u read back what u've written.gelak sorang2 =)

from zero to hero.from heartless to heartfelt.

all i can say is as time flies,people change,

so do i!

ps; hormat bukan bermaksud tunduk

v

Rumah tangga dibina bukan hanya atas dasar cinta,tetapi juga pada saling mempercayai.Jika Allah sudah diingkari,siapa lagikah yang boleh dijadikan tempat meletakkan kepercayaan?

Dosa semalam akan pasti menjadi kecurigaan hari ini,esok dan selamanya

-akuterimanikahnya,hasrizal abd jamil-

cuti yang tinggal lagi 3 hari =[

sedih bila mengenangkan result.bukan tak bersyukur.Alhamdulillah i've passed my 2nd year wpun honors je.Alhamdulillah tiada halangan untuk teruskan perjuangan dalam bidang medic nie =)

tapi bila teringat balik result,sedih.tapi takpe aku percaya yang Tuhan tahu ape yg terbaik utk aku.Dia menyedarkan aku yang masih banyak yang perlu diperbaiki.mungkin selama ni hidup aku senang.tak usaha sangat,tapi still score.but this time,baru kau tahu! haha malas rasenya balik India.tapi ade lagi 2 tahun setengah lagi.tak boleh belajar main2 lagi dah,ponteng2,malas2.banyak benda yang nak kena repair,kena tambah,kena buang.mohon agar dikuatkan hati & dipermudahkan segala urusan

Ameen

Ya Allah..sedihnye dengan paper forensic hari ni =/

kenapala sampai final pon xboley score jugak? =_=

mintak2la lulus

final exam is going to held in less than a week.adoi.risauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu nye

‎"Letakkan matlamat pada mimpi yang BESAR. Kerna tugas manusia itu BESAR. Tidak cukup sekadar menjadi yang biasa-biasa saja. Harus jadi manusia yang HEBAT, kerna syurga hanya menerima manusia yang HEBAT sebagai penghuninya."

PMS

do you know what is pms? it's an abbreviation for Pre Menstrual Syndrome.sounds any familiar to u? HAHA

every woman in this world mesti akan go through this one period,when during that time la u feel everything yang pelik2 and merepek,shoud i say?

i mean like,it this the most sensitive period for a woman la kot.i don't really realize this pms thing would really affect my life until this one day,i learnt about pms during my medical course here.

time tu la everyone was like,ohhhh 'patutla last time kite cam bad mood je,kuat makan lak tu,aku tengok shin chan pon bole nanges wehh'

and every month,during ths period u can see your housemates or your classmates akan emo2 semacam je,tetiba sedih nak makan ice-cream amul etc etc.hahaha

tiba2 nak ckp pasal pms kan,sebab frankly speaking, i kinda hate myself durg ths period.mengada.haha.this time la all of sudden your heart jadi senipis tissue premier sedangkn before ni dy mcm tissue kat kitchen yg serap minyak tu (pahammmm tak?)

but i can't help it.after all hardwork that i put through,it'll be back to square one. (mcm bnyk sgt usaha kan.haha)

so kesimpulannya,it's a normal thing that every woman akan lalui and kalau takde pms tu means u abnormal la kot =p

the best way to handle this thing is maybe dgn tak fikir sangat kot,i knw it didn't really work sometimes but what else to do kan..

tomorrow is going to be the last day for practical exam.weehoooo.on sunday nak rehat puas2 before struggle balik for final

wish me good luck :)

Bryan Adams in town!

gold tickets for rs3800? maybe i should think twice haih.ticket nak balek msia this march pun tak terbeli lagi

but this is my only chance tapi final exam is just one week away from the date

final exam is superrr penting but chances ni macam once in a lifetime

haha.have to think 'bout it

miko dah mandi,like finally kan.dah 3 weeks xmndi hehe

im done with my 3rd Internal Assessment.Tawakal sahaja yang boleh sekarang

im really not satisfied with my perfomance for this past 2 weeks.study awal,dah.tapi at the end,still tah boleh jawab fluently.sedih la jugak =_=

now ade 2 weeks before final.gotta to hit the book like seriously gila babeng.tak nak menyesal dah.

bali@singapore for the holiday? im thinking of cameron highlands.weirdo.

butterfly flute sleeve blouse

caramel gold button sheer military shirt

berry split sleeves blouse

oyster open tie front shirt

cream chiffon embelished front blouse

polka dot pussybow shirt

crochet slash neck tee

tolonglah abes exam cepat,nak balik shopping =P

and the list goes on,nak rehat study patho sebentar wehehe

life ends when you stop dreaming,hope ends when you stop believing,love ends when you stop caring & friendship ends when you stop sharing.so share this with whomever you consider as a friend.xoxo

i had a terrible headache.it aggravates during the revision classes as i feel like i kn0w nothing 'bout the subject and the exam is just in 2 weeks time.i bunked my fomed practical and went home.i thought after sleeping for two hours,i'll be okay but it turned the other way round.after dinner i took paracetamol but i can't sleep.i have pathology test the day after tomorrow and i haven't finish revising any chapters.my headache become worse and i don't know what to do.bye bye

you dnt evn care to ask.but tkpelah,im used to it =]

exam exam exam exam :DDD

Bandung,2006 -time tunggu umie call gitau result SPM :)